emotional dumpsite

after tonight, i will have to face another week in hell. and that’s definitely not a place for an angel like me (hahahah!:P shoot me now. I BEG YOU.)
i need to :
1. gain weight. SERIOUSLY. i’ve been getting negative feedbacks about how thin i look now… and constantly being on the verge of almost fainting in every NCM class doesn’t help either. mum, im sorry :C should have listened to you…
2. sleep more. i might need to ask the dean for help on this..yeah right….(rolls eyes)
3. grab a minor case before OR ends.  my major cases are ok…but come monday, if mu scrub si *aheheheh*, mag major nalang kow!!!!!weeeheeeheeeheee!
4. fix my hair. my original hair is starting to grow again… bummer…
5. read hp7. once my sister mails it in time for my birthday, that is…for now, il just drool everytime i pass national bookstore…*sigh* no pdf files! i want the original book. period.
6. save. founder’s week is coming ya’ll! and am gonna partaaaay!whoooooeeee!
7. collect 30 empty bottles of C2… for the org. a little help please?:D
8. do self-awareness. naks. unsa ni, nibalik kow ug psychia? bitaw ui… it’s for my own good…bawasan na ang gubot!
9. expect less. (ka-pila na ni gina-promise?)
10. buy new stuff for myself other than food. i was thinking of a hot pink bikini… whatya think?! LOL! :P